In the beginning

Life has never been dull for me to say the least.  But I've got a lot to be thankful for, but that being said, let the good times roll.  But this is a goofy random post, if there's three tv stations I never get tired of watching. 

1.  TCM

2.  MeTV

3.  The history channel

Those channels for some reason spark my imagination and creativity, an like MeTV  and TCM are channels that bring back class and morals; which is fledgling these days.  An that's a true shame, like for example Greta Garbo and Humphrey Bogart, are just some of true artists with class.  An me MeTV has show that you can sit down with your family and watch. 

Home movie theater

One of my favorite things to do is go to movie theaters and concerts, but when we get our own place; I want to build a home theater.  An I want to make it like a concert hall too, because I'm really big on audio and video.  An I've always enjoyed the movie going experience and as well as the concert going experience too.  Because it's so rare that you witness that true MOJO that is a great concert and movie experiences.  Because true artists and that true gems, are so far and between these days, it's truly sad that because that true artistic spark is dim; but not gone.  But anyway I've got a majority of things I'd need to this on my amazon wishlist and one day I hope to accomplish this personal goal.  An I know that sometimes dreams do come true for the most part, just as long as it's not so far fetched, but more realistic dreams do come true. 

Up and coming. ....

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Interesting times

Every so often we have good days and bad days, yesterday was bad for me; but today was a improvement, but not by much.  The good part of it was me and some others went riding around with no particular place to go.  But yesterday and today I've been kinda depressed about some things, I mean I know that it'll soon pass; but seems like since yesterday; I've not gotten out of this funk as quickly as I would like.  That's part of the reason I blog and keep a journal, but till I get a new laptop; this is it.  But more importantly why I blog and journal, is it helps me vent and kinda releases some of the pressure on me.  But the problems that I'm going through right now, granted are small and I know that it will soon pass; it's just discouraging and frustrating right now.  Just sometimes the best things that can help, is that I turn up my music or watch one of my favorite movies.  An be around people who I know care about me and love me, an more importantly don't annoy me lol.  Later gators.....

It'd be nice

I had a dream a few weeks ago that I had 50 million dollars in my PayPal account, which in all honesty; f I did have that I'd probably die of shock.  But it would be nice to have that much money to burn, I know I'd put like 30 million back in savings and give 10 million to the place I live and the final 10 million dollars I'd get things I want and need.  It'd be nice to have that much money, but anyway it doesn't hurt to dream. 

In the past

Something I'd like to talk about is, my past; not in detail or brag; or anything.  But what I would like to say about it is, it's just that,  my past and a lot of it I'd like to forget about it.  Because there's things I'm not particularly proud of and how I am now, is now how I was then.  But it seems like my past comes to haunt me a lot, especially when I'm stressed out (like today)!  But as a side note, I know I can be intimidating and come off as this big scary guy; but I'm not that anymore and I can say this somebody has a problem with me; come face me on it!  Granted it may hurt my pride sometimes, but at least I'll have respect for you. 

Stressers

We've always got something that will stress us out for some reason or another, at least once in our lives.  Like for example for me it's usually money (or lack there of), it's very stressful and discouraging sometimes.  Which I know it'll work out, not sure how or when;  but I know it'll work out somehow and I live my life by 3 simple rules:

1.  The law of attraction is very real

2.  Karma knows where everyone is at, at all times. 

3.  The Lord provides...

An that's gotten me out of a lot of heartache and grief, hope it can help somebody out too...

Random thought part 2

Well a lot is on my mind tonight, I just don't get some people; it seems like they get their rocks off by making others life a living hell.  But why is this, are they so miserable with their lives, they feel the need to make other people lives miserable too.  But I think a subject change is in order,  a few weeks ago,  I had a dream that I woke up with a fifty million dollars in my PayPal account.  But I keep thinking about it, if it were to really happen; I'd probably die of shock.  But it's a nice thought anyway....

Time...

Sometimes I wonder where the time goes,  when we get older and part of the reason I write in my blog; is so I can hopefully get people to understand where I'm coming from.  Because a lot of people misunderstand me,  for whatever reason; or how something comes across;  isn't how I intend it a large part of the time.  Because not everybody is the same,  an I'm probably as different as they come (haha).  Plus I've been situations that would've killed most people, but yet here I am.  An something else that I know, is at some point everyone goes through something trumaric;  even somebody you love and a lot of times you would've never had known it from that person.  So before you judge, at least get to know that person and situation; because you never know when it might be you. 

Another birthday has passed...

Well another birthday day has come and gone, I'm now 39 years old; I was born May 10th 1977.  My short 39 years have been a interesting ride to say the least and it's not been dull.  But something that does come to mind is this,  life passes by so quickly and ever more rapid.  But don't forget about your loved ones in your life, because they can be gone in a heart beat; so granted for a lot of us;  we've got busy lives.  But take time out of your day to tell someone you love dearly to talk to them and tell them you love them...

You find out who your friends are...

You know when times care hard,  you really find out who cares and loves you.  Because there will be times where you'll be stuck on the side of the road of life and the ones that walk into your life to help are the ones that matter.  Especially when you're not the easiest person to be around,  during the those when things are going wrong and you think it's never going to end.  So keep those people close to you because those people will be there when others won't.  

Mixed up on a few things

Well my birthday is coming up  and tomorrow is mother's day.  But I've never really gotten over my moms passing, whoever said "time heals all wounds" are a bunch of damn liers.  But I keep getting up and moving, but time hasn't healed my wounds.  But I know she's not suffering anymore and that's what matters.  

Well the race is on

Well as we get better,  we keep forgetting to slow down and smell the roses.  Because life flies by us so quickly,  you blink and it's already passed.  Another thing granted I want to earn some extra money for things and I repeat earn some extra money.  But in any case I've got a birthday coming up in four days I'll be thirty nine years old.  But anyway just venting some for right now

Money slight return

Well we all need money in our lives sadly like for example if you click this --> PayPal it will take you to my PayPal account.   But I wish we were striving for enlightenment, instead of money.  Which donations are always accepted at least in my case, not because I'm wanting too;  or because I don't want to work.  Seems like the ones that are working the hardest, are the ones struggling to make ends meet.  An as a side not my birthday is coming up this May 10th and my fience has a birthday coming up in July.  Anyway enough for now...

Choosing your battles wisely

Al Capone said don't mistake my kindness for weakness,  because I'm kind to everyone; but if  someone is unkind to me weak is something they won't  remember about me!  But with some people they'll fight anybody and everybody, all the time.  But one the ones that don't go off a lot,  but when they do all hell breaks loose.  Because you keep poking the bear,  it's going to take your arm off.