Home front update

Well we went to duffield to see James and he's looking better now.  He's going to get out the 4th of June I hope I get to see him again before I leave for Dalton Georgia.  I'm nervous and excited at the same time, it's a big step for me; but so ready for it.   but hopefully I'll be here to celebrate my youngest nieces birthday.  She will be turning 12 one more year and she will be a teenager, shew; where does the time go.  Anyway peace and chicken grease lol till later

What I'd like to say is...

Well I'd like to say I'm on the beach learning to surf smoking the finest grass from Nepal.  The reason I say Nepal is because they are talking to God on that stuff.  Not being blasphemous by saying that, just know how it truly is in some countries; where it's been legal for like 5000 years basically all through recorded history.  Now back to the beach, since I've never been; I really wanna go and learn to surf.  Live the sweet life somewhere like maybe Hawaii or maybe in south Africa, I could name a few really nice places to surf.  Just random thoughts right now.  Peace

It cost me nothing to believe

Sometimes I get asked where I get my faith at not just in God, but in life in general.  There's no short and or easy answer for me on that.  I believe it cost me nothing to believe, but yet I have so much to gain from it just by the act of believing.  I do believe in God and life in general to bigger then just myself.  May 10 is my birthday holds special meaning to me became according to the doctors I'm not suppose to be here.  I've defied doctors expectations and quite a few peoples expectations as well.  But in life there's no such thing a accidents, unless your life is on the line: I truly believe it's how God planned it.  Even though some of us got a raw deal in life, we are ultimately responsible for the choices both good and bad, an inbetween.  But like title of this blog post it cost me nothing to believe, but the thing I can't stress the most us BELIEVE, even if it's just in yourself, just believe in something...

2 beautiful young ladies

At the park with two beautiful young ladies Audra Gail Lambert (niece) and Barbie Denise Lambert (sister in law) I love you James, Nessie and Audra and last but not least Tristan Rae Lambert

Never take clear speech for granted

An for the ones that know me, know I got a speech impediment.  Clear speech was stolen from me at age 12 due to a head injury, 2 injuries in fact: but the second one is what what causes me to stutter and I'm thankful for the people that are understanding about this.  But like the title suggests never take your clear speech for granted, if you have it.  Which a majority of the people that maybe reading this do.  But everyone that does have a speech impediment is a little different in how they react to certain peoples reaction, doesn't mean they are retarded or stupid.  Sometimes in my case it's just nervousness that tends to make it worse.  But some simple things people can do to help others with a speech impediment is don't finish or guess at what they are trying to say befits they finish (people that try to help or guess that me just frustrates me even more) so unless it's an emergency give someone worn a speech impediment an extra minute maybe the best piece of advice you get

Well new times and things are coming

Well we're still stuck in Virginia for now.  But all good to those who wait, or so I'm told anyway!  We will be moving to the Augusta area of Georgia, which I'm excited and nervous about; one thing I'm hoping for is to be able to find a job that pays pretty good and has good benefits.  I would like to start school again maybe get into computer programming and if I don't get a job in that I can at least do it in my spare time, being able to contribute to the Linux and bsd kernels.  But I would like a job in that because I think it would fit me better and maybe in my spare time take some cooking classes.  One thing I remember is I had a great life at one time, I'm still trying to figure out where it all went wrong.  One thing I do know I'll never have that sense of normalcy again, but I know I'll at least have a better quality of life from now on.  Because even with my issues I'm getting better and will keep moving forward, an if I have a setback just dust myself off and keep getting back up, an most importantly never give up. 

Smoking a bowl and talking moores law

Ok me and a person I can't mention were smoking a bowl and talking about how I can fix his laptop well a little later he mentions how computers get faster everyday and I explained moores law to where it came from and what it meant just goes to show ya folks not all stoners are idiots

Well....

Well Georgia will be happening sooner then expected which maybe a blessing in disguise, because all except for some family and friends there's nothing for me here.  No work or anything for me in swva and I will miss all my family and friends, but what am I to do?  But on the good side there are Linux and hacker groups there so hopefully I will learning something outside of school which I will be attending (I hope).  Because I seriously need to brush up on my skills as a whole.  But I find that stuff fun to do anyway so even if I don't make a career out of it again at least I'll be happy doing something!  I want to build some servers or maybe buy some gently used servers just the hardware for it I'm going to use Linux as the operating system like I know debian supports Mac and sparc hardware too, so may just buy gently used servers from a local computer shop and slap debian Linux on it and I'll be ready to go.  An as far as moving I'm nervous and excited about it at the same time, nervous because it's a big change; but excited for the same reason.  But also because if it's everything that I'm told, I'll have a lot more going for me and I need a major change in my life; an the place I'm at now no one should have to be stuck in. 

This my first

This is my first blog post on my new blog more to come