Back surgery next week

Well I'll be having back surgery next week as I'm writing this it'll be on 07/23/2014 I'm nervous and relieved at the same time.  I'm nervous about going under the knife,  but relieved that I'll be out of pain.  I've been in pain for so long, I'd like to be able to smoke pot again; because the idea of being on pills scares me.  Due to pain I've been committed to a psych hospital, hate those fucking places except for the one outside of Radford Virginia saint albens that was a good one so if I ever needed to go back I'm going there.  Till later peace and chicken grease...